The Library Book by Susan Orlean

“In Senegal, the polite expression for saying someone died is to say his or her library has burned. When I first heard the phrase, I didn’t understand it, but over time I came to realize it was perfect. Our minds and souls contain volumes inscribed by our experiences and emotions; each individual’s consciousness is a collection of memories we’ve cataloged and stored inside us, a private library of a life lived.” (p. 93)

I am a lover of libraries, as I’ve expressed in a couple posts here. To read a book that so eloquently describes my feelings towards libraries is incredible. A love letter to libraries and to the city of Los Angeles, my current temporary home, The Library Book is a wonderful story, weaving together the history of libraries with the 1986 Los Angeles Central Library fire. Orlean takes us deep into the library’s shipping department to digitization to library budgets to the homeless epidemic to the fire department, all strung together cohesively.

Orlean begins with her introduction to libraries and the joy they bring her. Coincidentally, she is from the town next to mine in Cleveland! That childhood library she describes so fondly? I worked there! Being able to so fully picture exactly what she is writing about enhanced my experience reading. But if any of you have loved a library, it’s easy to picture that instead. To remember the joy of the children’s department, bright and colorful. To have a stack of books to bring home, starting one in the car because you’re too excited to wait. Orlean reignites the passion I have for libraries. Many times throughout this book I’ve laughed out loud, groaned, or sighed, reminiscing about working at a library.

Some of the chapters were less thrilling than others. I mean, one can only describe working in the shipping department for so long before the reader gets bored. I’ve worked in libraries so I didn’t find those chapters dull, but still quite a bit less interesting than the chapters on the fire or Harry Peak or Tessa Kelso, a city librarian big on modernizing the library in 1889. But even seemingly boring chapters, such as the first libraries in LA back in the 1870s, are rife with unique tidbits about the library system. Some of the first library directors were women and faced challenges women still face today, like their male counterparts having a higher salary. Mary Jones, for example, was forced out of her job to be replaced by a man with no library experience. Orlean notes the shift from predominantly male librarians to more female librarians, a trend that continues today. Additionally, I found it fascinating that certain concepts have existed for far longer than I knew. For example, OverDrive, the ebook loaning service, came into existence in 2003 but very first formed in 1986! Clearly I’d be living under a rock because I hadn’t heard of this incredibly successful and important company until 2014.

I enjoyed how Orlean switched between topics chapter to chapter. It was a good way to break up the potential monotony of library history and arson. I imagine readers pick up this book for many different reasons: the history of libraries, LA history, the 1986 fire, the trial, the societal issues that affect libraries, etc etc. But it’s clear that the rest of the topics will be interesting too, thanks to Orlean’s lovely writing style and well-researched insider view. Definitely, definitely recommend.

Music: Okay, no judgment. Moving had me sentimental so I threw it back to early 2000s with Avril Lavigne and Three Days Grace. So much Things I’d Never Say.

Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn

Jumping a little late on the bandwagon here but better late than never!

Paperback copy of Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn

I’ll immediately say it: I watched the HBO miniseries first. I thoroughly enjoyed it and finished in two days. Having watched the show first definitely affected my experience reading though. I didn’t find it as creepy as the show. Flynn writes beautifully, easy but heart wrenching to read. If you’ve read other Flynn novels or similar books, Sharp Objects is probably up your alley!

Camille, returning to her hometown of fictional Wind Gap, Missouri to report on two child murders, is immediately reminded of all the reasons she left. I found this relatable, though not for the same reasons of course. Returning home is strange. You see all these people you barely knew, acting like you were friends back in the day. You see all these old friends and there’s no way to recapture the magic of elementary, middle, or high school relationships. The streets seem the same but you feel out of place even though it used to be somewhere you knew so perfectly. And for someone with Camille’s experiences, coming home isn’t a happy wave of nostalgia.

I truly hated Camille’s mother, Adora. I knew that from the show but reading it hit me harder. This woman is horrid, as hate-able as Professor Umbridge in Harry Potter. Even though I knew what would happen, every dig from Adora felt fresh. In the show, I felt like Camille spoke up more but in the book, the reader had more insight into her thoughts. She didn’t always speak her mind (understandably since Adora always had a scathing reply) but we saw how stunted Camille was, having grown up in that environment of indifference and hurt.

When I say “stunted”, I am referring to her mental growth. Camille is obviously an adult but returning to her hometown stirs up old memories and familiar habits. She goes out with her more-than-half-her-age-younger sister Amma to a high school party, drinking and popping a couple pills. There are a couple other questionable things Camille did that I think match with her inability to truly and fully grow as an adult but I’ll let the reader enjoy those surprises. It was frustrating reading about these mistakes, though I don’t blame Camille. Yes, there are plenty of people that experience trauma and adjust quickly but there are just as many who can’t quite get back to who they once were or move forward.

Typically when I read a book I already know the ending of due to TV or movies, I expect to feel the same or stronger emotions because there tends to be more detail or it’s just written better. With Sharp Objects, I didn’t really have that reaction. The ending was certainly good and different from what was presented in the show. However, I didn’t feel that shocked, even with the new information presented.

This is definitely why I prefer reading the book first. The show was a great adaptation that didn’t stray too, too much from the book. It made the book, not boring, but expected. That’s my fault for not reading first! I would recommend checking out the book from your local library if you’re interested in the show. It’s a short book that keeps you interested. I knew the ending and I still kept myself up late at night, reading that next chapter. Full disclosure: I absolutely had a nightmare the day I finished the TV show, which was the same day I started the book. So maybe, unlike me, space it out a little bit with something fun in between!

Note: There are mentions of various forms of self-harm, including addiction and cutting. Some parts are difficult to read.

Music: The Sharp Objects playlist on Spotify, which includes Led Zeppelin, The Acid, and Leon Bridges

Chase Darkness with Me by Billy Jensen

If you love true crime, I bet you’ll love this book!

The podcast My Favorite Murder has introduced me to many things: a love of the morbid and unsettling, books, TV shows, movies, podcasts. It’s been a fun journey getting to expand my circle of interests and Chase Darkness with Me is an excellent culmination of those interests.

Hardcover copy of Chase Darkness with Me by Billy Jensen

If you’ve listened to Murder Squad with Billy Jensen and retired Contra Costa County detective Paul Holes, you’ve probably heard Jensen mention his recently published book. A reporter for many years, Jensen has written a lovely (maybe a strange word to use in reference to murder and rape and other horrid topics) book, telling his story along with the many unsolved cases he is working to solve.

Each chapter connects to one another, effortlessly weaving multiple cases together and telling us a bit about Jensen’s life as well. He uses direct quotes from family and friends of the victims, allowing them to tell their experience in a way, through the book. He also discusses his methods, how he analyzes crime scene videos, and utilizes social media and familial DNA techniques. He’s really written a how-to book of assisting detectives on unsolved cases, without it being step-by-step. He walks the reader through his thought and action processes, staying totally transparent the whole way through. Jensen doesn’t sugarcoat things: he has had plenty of cases that turn up no leads, nothing he can turn over to detectives and say, “I think this is it.” But the ones he figures out? The reader can feel his joy through the pages, a real sense of hey, maybe I could and should do this too.

Like I said, Jensen doesn’t sugarcoat things. The addendum to the book goes into depth about how anyone can get started helping to solve cold cases like he does through social media and getting loud. It seems tough, with long hours on-call and a low success rate. But it truly felt like Jensen is rooting for us, giving us all the tips and tricks we need to begin this journey. He’s honest and harsh while staying optimistic and clever. I appreciated how he writes and the content he was writing.

Compared to other true crime books, this isn’t a deep dive into one particular case. Jensen certainly provides plenty of details about specific crimes but doesn’t overwhelm the reader. If we look at I’ll Be Gone in the Dark by Michelle McNamara, a close friend of Jensen’s, there is so much analysis of one person’s crimes. Keeping track of the names and places was challenging for the layperson like myself. Jensen’s book piques the reader’s interest, allowing you to do some research on your own if you so desire.

I enjoyed the book overall and left with a better understanding of how social media can be used to solve crimes. It seems foolhardy to put this type of sensitive material in the hands of random civilians. Ideally, everyone would follow the rules Jensen laid out in the addendum and listen to law enforcement and the families. Unfortunately I can see that not happening. Jensen references the online community Reddit “solving” the Boston Bomber identity, which turned into a horrible spectacle. That’s why it’s important to lay out guidelines. Hopefully that sort of thing happening dwindles even as more civilians continue to help. The effort needed to do something like this seems like it would deter people from being reckless, so we’ll see.

Music: Portugal. The Man and DNCE (obsessed with Cake By the Ocean, yes I know I’m years late)

We Are Okay by Nina LaCour

I’m a huge young adult literature fan. I think part of that stems from not knowing when to switch from children’s lit to the teen section at the library, thus missing out a little. My mom, a librarian, never restricted what I read but definitely made suggestions or comments on what I was reading. If she didn’t “approve” of a book, she explained why she thought I should hold off on reading it. At the time, it made me upset but now I am grateful that she took the time to explain her reasoning. Besides, if I was that interested in something, I wrote it down and picked it up in a couple years (or later that week and kept it hidden).

The growth of YA lit has been fun to experience. I feel like YA of the past tends to deal with similar topics but now it can be just as heavy or challenging as adult literature. Even children’s literature has grown leaps and bounds. It’s been cool to see.

Hardcover copy of the book We Are Okay by Nina LaCour

I went through a myriad of thoughts while reading We Are Okay. I definitely thought it was a graphic novel at first due to the cover art and was a little perplexed to see no pictures. But Nina LaCour writes some beautiful imagery. I loved picturing Marin and Gramps sitting at the small table where their knees touched underneath and the paintings that her best friend’s mom created. I appreciated when a book can describe the scene with so much detail without it being semi-boring to read.

I also appreciated that Marin was a freshman in college. It might not seem that far removed from high school but there’s definitely a big jump in development there. It felt more realistic for her to be in college, figuring out how to be independent after experiencing tragedy. LaCour notes Marin’s struggles with money and housing instead of making certain things easier. Sometimes authors have a way of age-ing up their characters but even the flashbacks of Marin’s senior year in high school felt realistic. The drinking, being forced to change party outfits by strict parents, sneaking out, getting caught… It seemed accurate to me!

Even though one chapter would be the present and the next set in the past, the story didn’t seem disjointed. As all the pieces fell together, the reader understands Marin’s changes, her reactions, and her wants. I cried when she realized what she wanted/needed and finally allowed herself to accept that. It felt natural, even though the story in the present only took place over three days.

I wish I had had this book earlier in my life. College probably would have been a good time. Even though I can’t fully relate to Marin’s experiences, I think it would have resonated more if I were closer to her age in the book. Still, I thoroughly enjoyed this book and feel better for having read it. Fortunately, I know LaCour has other books!

Music: No music this time as I read most of the book on my phone during slow periods at work!

Where to Get Books

I do not buy most of the books I read. I frequently receive books as gifts for various occasions or from friends who are passing their copy on to me. The vast majority of books I read come from the library.

I LOVE THE LIBRARY. I’ve worked in various libraries since I was old enough to get a job and I find it a comforting place. I mean, come on, free stuff? I just have to return it? Perfect! And since many libraries are doing away with overdue fines and have added automatic renewals, it is easier than ever to check materials out and enjoy them.

I know the library can feel intimidating, especially if you have to utilize a librarian to find materials. I hated asking where things were when I was younger (and still would rather do it myself). Library websites are pretty intuitive to use (for basic stuff, anyway) and I use them to search for books. If it’s available at my local library, I pick it up because it tells me exactly what section it should be in or just place a hold on it to pick up when it gets sent to my library. Then, I don’t really have to talk to anyone and still get what I want! Plus I love self-checkout so I really never have to talk to anyone.

But I get that the way libraries are set up aren’t simple for everyone, which is why holds are so handy because you just need to know the author or title. And libraries have free computers if you don’t have a computer/phone at home to use. AND some libraries let you sign up online for a library card and send it to you, making it even easier to not talk to anyone! What a time to be alive!

E-books

Now, with your trusty library card, typically you can access e-books! I never thought I would be the type of person to read e-books. I mean, I buy vinyl records so I tend to go with physical copies of things. But having the current book I’m reading accessible on my phone is incredible. It’s cut down on how much time I spend on wasteful websites and social media. When I wait in a long line, I’m reading my book instead of browsing mindlessly. I don’t have to carry a heavy hardcover book in my bag but I still always have it with me.

Another perk of e-books is no lost or overdue fines because the book is automatically returned (if it can’t be automatically or manually renewed) so you don’t have to worry about it.

Note: Use your local library! Less waste, less money, less hassle (sometimes). However, I do recommend checking over materials before checking them out on your card. Look for any damage that could potentially be assigned to you, any sign of bedbugs or cockroaches (disgusting but that’s why you look first!), and just to be sure it’s what you actually asked for. I’ve gotten blu-ray DVDs by accident and large print books. Sometimes the records don’t have all the needed information.
If you catch these things before checking them out, you can tell an employee right away so they can decide what needs to happen. Don’t let it fall on your shoulders–be proactive!